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Anne Goodwin’s drive to understand what makes people tick led to a career in clinical psychology. That same curiosity now powers her fiction.
A prize-winning short-story writer, she has published three novels and a short story collection with small independent press, Inspired Quill. Her debut novel, Sugar and Snails, was shortlisted for the 2016 Polari First Book Prize.
Away from her desk, Anne guides book-loving walkers through the Derbyshire landscape that inspired Charlotte Brontë’s Jane Eyre.
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Struggle without Stupidity: Jihadi by Yusuf Toropov

9/3/2016

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Since childhood, Thelonius Liddell has striven for excellence in an attempt to forget the trauma of seeing his father murder his mother. At a university careers day, he’s recruited into the US intelligence agency by Becky Firestone, the somewhat disturbed daughter of the director whom Thelonius eventually marries. When we first meet Liddell he’s already a dead man, writing his memoir in the ten metre square cell in the clandestine containment unit he calls The Beige Motel. Now preferring the name Ali, he was converted to Islam by his wizened cellmate in a squalid (presumably Iraqi) prison, where he is accused of the murder of a man and his young daughter and of desecrating the Koran. His conversion was part of a deal brokered by a young woman, Fatima, but, like almost everything else in this multi-layered thriller about the war on terror, we have to keep on turning the pages to uncover the truth. While I’m inclined to agree that, as Fatima says, Stupidity has taken over the process of government in both countries, there’s nothing stupid in this complex tale of compromised morality and the fragility of the human mind.

I’m happy to recommend Yusuf Toropov’s debut even to those who, like me, aren’t so enamoured of the fast-paced thriller, my first read from the new independent press Orenda who provided my review copy. My only reservation is that it was complicated enough without the postmodern touch of Becky’s snidey annotations of the text (reminiscent of Alex Christofi’s Glass) as she goes into labour with what is definitely not Thelonius’s child (thereby drawing attention to the limitations of the stolen head device when the account relies on other points of view) – most of which I glossed over.

In the current climate of hypersensitivity around interpretations of Islam, Orenda is to be applauded for publishing this novel. (As is the arts magazine
Alliterati which has published my short story What time it sunset? in issue 19 this week, about a teenage girl’s initial suspiciousness about the Muslim man in the seat beside her on a plane.)
Around the middle of Jihadi,
Liddell’s cellmate explains to him the meaning of Jihad in terms of striving and struggle (p223):

Struggles and obstacles are gifts from our Lord. Even our faults. Even our losses. Even our weaknesses. What is our intention? Whatever we intend to strive for, that is what we worship. Again: Where are we going? What matters is not whether what we attain is just. What matters is whether what we are striving for is just. Whether we make an effort.

I think I knew this, but that concept had been overwritten by the contemporary dominant narrative of
Jihad as Holy War. In the novel, Liddell accepts that, on that definition, he is already a Muslim. Perhaps we all are.

I’m not sufficiently knowledgeable about Islam to debate this, but I’m curious about the idea of life as struggle. While consistent with
some interpretations of psychoanalysis, it’s highly at odds with the ethos of neo-capitalism which promotes the belief that, not only is happiness our right, it’s something we can buy at the shopping mall. Somewhere in the middle, perhaps, is where we find contentment, which is about not being so wrapped up in what we haven’t got that we fail to appreciate what we have, the topic of Paula Reed Nancarrow's year-long blogging project.

I mentioned recently how I’ve been
contemplating my identity as a novelist, but I think the issue I’m actually grappling with is less about who I am how I feel about the writerly effort. I’m struck by how I’ve gone from being ecstatic to have found a publisher for my novel to fretting about sales (that aren’t really so bad given that the odds are balanced so strongly against small presses).

The writing life is built on dreams, perpetuated
by the creative writing industry. Hope fuels our ambitions, even if that ambition is one we’ve hardly dared acknowledge even to ourselves. But writing well, and successfully, is a struggle at all stages:

  • It’s a struggle to translate the thoughts from our galloping minds into the right kind of words (perhaps especially when those words behave like toddlers and don’t behave as they ought)
  • It’s a struggle to secure a publisher for those imperfect words
  • It’s a struggle to keep a publisher once we’ve found one
  • It’s struggle to talk or write authentically about our published work
  • It’s a struggle to find readers for our words

I do think some degree of striving is inevitable, that it’s human nature to push for a little more. As struggles go, writing for publication is a breeze relative to
putting oneself in the hands of people traffickers or finding love in an asylum in 1911 and there are deep satisfactions at all levels too. But at each stage we can be shocked at the intensity of the struggle and the effort required for an endeavour with no guarantee of success. For many of us, it’s something we can discover only through experience (as in my novel) of the gap between how things are and how we would like them to be. No matter how much we hear of other writers’ difficulties we, as in Eddi Reader’s song, think we’ll be the exception. I think I’ve reconciled myself to the struggle to convert ideas into sentences, and with finding a platform to publish those words, but I’ve still a lot to learn about the struggle to find readers, despite assiduously following my own marketing advice.

It’s a work in progress for me to find a place between the stupidity of being too busy to celebrate my good fortune and the stupidity of back-pedalling too much on what makes me who I am. I don’t want to be so stupid as to
consider myself a failure if I’m not a complete success. I’m sure to update you on my personal jihad periodically, and would love to hear about yours too.
Thanks for reading. I'd love to know what you think. If you've enjoyed this post, you might like to sign up via the sidebar for regular email updates and/or my quarterly Newsletter.
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Sarah link
10/3/2016 01:44:21 am

The book sounds intense. You liked it or you liked that it made you think about things? Yes... "Somewhere in the middle, perhaps, is where we find contentment..." ❤️ I can relate to that last paragraph so much. But Norah mentioned in a post a bit back about her site and I think we are all works in progress.

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Annecdotist
10/3/2016 02:13:08 pm

Intense and lively, Sarah, and I'd say I did enjoy it, apart from the comments from the Becky character which I didn't feel were necessary.
That's a good point to keep in mind, we're all works in progress – how could we not be when we can't really be finished until we're dead!

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Charli Mills
10/3/2016 02:33:04 am

An important topic to make its way into literature. Do keep us posted on when your short story publishes, too. Discomforting to see the struggles listed as bullets; I wanted to say "check" for each point! I can give way to anxiety over the struggle on any given day, and then I remember -- I love the flow of stories, of feeling alive outside myself, connected, and washed over by the possibilities of words. Art feels good; the struggles, not so much. And every day, I wake up and ponder...how to find readers. That's the biggest puzzle piece. In other markets, we have so much data that connects products or services to those who want or need them. But it's not a clear path for an author to a reader.

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Annecdotist
10/3/2016 02:20:14 pm

The lack of data issue is fascinating. A couple of days ago I sort of inadvertently joined an online research community (I wanted to get details of an assessment procedure I’d used in the past and wanted to reference for a small part of my WIP) and they are already sending me data about the “impact” of my long ago academic papers (I might have to unsubscribe if it gets too much). Meanwhile, for my novel sales, I don’t even know where they’re coming from!
It’s all a puzzle and sometimes I think better just to go with the flow and see what happens. Definitely need not to lose sight of why we enjoy it.

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Norah Colvin link
10/3/2016 11:36:19 am

I started here. Have followed links around your blog and out of it, and now am back here and can't remember what I've read where! Lots of good stuff. That I know!
I was interested in the quote about Jihad and the connection you made to life's struggles. I agree with the struggles of writing you list. One for me is even whether to consider myself a "creative" writer. In one of your posts you mentioned that creative writing for you was about storytelling, about character. In Lisa's post questioning her authenticity as a writer, she mentioned something similar. I have always considered myself creative, and loved the opportunity that teaching provided for me to be so, but "creative writer"? Maybe in my current iteration I can't claim that title. I have been so in the past, and hopefully will again one day, maybe in another life. There's still too much struggle to achieve what I want in this one!
I don't think any of it is stupidity. Self-reflective (is that redundant?) people are always questioning, always seeking answers, and often not happy with the ones they come up with. That's the struggle. To find that contentment. On that note, best get over to Paula's blog again. I haven't been there for a while. But not tonight.
Thanks for sharing Anne. Isn't there a famous book that opens with the words "Life is a struggle"?

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Annecdotist
10/3/2016 02:25:57 pm

Glad you’ve enjoyed exploring my links, Norah. It does get a bit muddling sometimes.
I’d say there are enough struggles in writing not to worry about what you call yourself – go ahead and claim whatever title you choose! I know that I’m quite blinkered of always thinking in terms of fiction, but there’s a whole world of creative non-fiction as well. And you certainly seem to have been extremely creative in your education practice.
As for the book, I don’t know which it is some I’m wondering if your concluding question was rhetorical (that I’m supposed to know) or you’re wondering also! We need to be careful here though – doesn’t Mein Kampf mean My Struggle?

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