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I started this blog in 2013 to share my reflections on reading, writing and psychology, along with my journey to become a published novelist.​  I soon graduated to about twenty book reviews a month and a weekly 99-word story. Ten years later, I've transferred my writing / publication updates to my new website but will continue here with occasional reviews and flash fiction pieces, and maybe the odd personal post.

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Degenerative disorders: Every Note Played & May

2/4/2018

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Would you rather lose the use of your body or lose your mind? Both so dreadful to contemplate; perhaps it’s just as well we don’t get to choose. And neither need we choose in fiction: both these novels about brain degeneration are worth your time. In the first, a concert pianist’s encroaching paralysis due to motor neurone disease is mirrored by the psychological immobility of his ex-wife. In the second, the reader can gradually make sense of the obsessions of a woman with senile dementia through the memories of her family and carers. Painful topics but, for those who need it, these novels provide a note of lightness too.

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Every Note Played by Lisa Genova

Karina and Richard met as talented music students at college; her discovery of jazz silenced the competition between them and enabled their relationship to flourish. But his career as a classical pianist took off before hers did, his touring schedule leaving her marooned in Boston with their daughter Grace. Resentments fuelled betrayals that generated further resentment until the only thing they seemed to have in common, apart from their daughter, being that divorce brought release. Yet when Grace leaves for college, Karina remains stuck in a rut teaching the piano to reluctant and talentless schoolkids, while Richard’s career soars. Until the concert when he finds himself playing all the right notes but no longer feels them inside.
 
This is the beginning of ALS or motor neurone disease, and it’s no consolation that Stephen Hawking suffered from the same condition. Before too long the grand piano in his living room seems to mock him, given that he’s lost the use of his hands. Dependent on a succession of carers, he progressively loses control of his body. But then Karina surprises them both by offering to have him move back into the family home to assist with his care. It’s not an easy situation for either of them, and there’s no guarantee that they’ll mend their broken relationship before they run out of time.
 
An interest in
music in fiction and the chance to learn more about this most devastating neurological disorder drew me to Lisa Genova’s fifth novel, and her expertise in both areas meant I was not disappointed on either count. But it’s for the author’s compassion for her flawed characters, and the emotional range and depth, that makes Every Note Played a potential contender for one of my favourite reads of the year. Often wary of a redemption-through-catastrophe-or-suffering narrative (too reminiscent of my Catholic childhood; too aware that it doesn’t always work out so well), I really appreciated eavesdropping on this family’s bumpy journey to some kind of resolution. In summary, it’s a poignant novel about loss; the compromises of marriage; the loving and hating that’s part of any caring/dependency dynamic; and the risks of both following and shying away from your dreams. Thanks to publishers Allen & Unwin for my advance proof copy.
 
For another novel about a concert pianist developing a debilitating disorder that prevents him from performing, see
School of Velocity.

May by Naomi Krüger

May sits in a care home lost in songs and memories of a strange enchanted red-haired boy. She’s snappy when her daughter Karen comes to visit, and turns away in disappointment from her once beloved grandson Alex because he’s not the boy who occupies her mind. She softens slightly as the care assistant Afsana approaches but, with nothing about the boy in May’s memory book, her kindliness isn’t enough to make sense of the past.
 
We catch glimpses of May’s preoccupations from early morning to almost midnight across a single day, but the fragmented text – with gaps ingeniously representing her state of mind – gains meaning only alongside the chapters narrated from the points of view of her family members. Moving back and forth in time, from 1957, when her husband-to-be braves the disapproval of her mother, to 2007, when grandson Alex tries to find the courage to be himself. Intertwined with the story of May’s own family is Afsana’s struggle to break free, first from the restrictions imposed by her own grandmother’s conservatism, then from her bullying partner. As they mourn the loss of May’s personhood, is there hope that the younger generation might live without secrets and doubt?
 
Naomi Krüger’s debut novel is a moving story of family, memory and the road not taken, inspired by “a family friend in the early stages of dementia who remembered things about Naomi’s life that she herself had forgotten”. Thanks to Seren books for my review copy. Follow the link for my reflections on
four other novels about dementia and/or on two novels set in care homes. Or here for a related short story based on a scene from my second novel, Underneath (which is partly set in the same part of the country as May).
 


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Over at the Carrot Ranch, Charli invites us to write a 99-word story about fingers that fly. Although I already had my fix with a flash about turning pages, I couldn’t resist another to tie in with Every Note Played.

Once he moved the world with flying fingers

The fingers of his left hand dance across the piano keys. The fingers of his right just dance. And jerk. Spasm. Fly. A dance without pattern to the movement. Or not one his brain can predict or control. If he weren’t consumed with self-pity, he’d laugh.

The day will come when he’ll remember this as freedom. Nostalgic for his flying fingers whether making music or senseless noise. As one by one his motor neurones cease firing, leaving him a drooling mannequin in a wheelchair. The man whose virtuoso playing moved the world, unable to move himself beyond a blink.


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Norah Colvin link
2/4/2018 10:29:06 am

Oh, Anne, Such a sad, sad flash. To think he will look back on those days as freedom. It's true for all of us to some extent too - we will never be this young, and possibly healthy, again. Motor Neurone is such a cruel disease, as is dementia. I can but hope I am spared, but what right would I have to say, "Not me". A tragic end for far too many lives.
Every Note sounds like a fascinating read, and I like the way it deals with both dreams followed and dreams lost. Your flash does that well, too, in so few words.

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Annecdotist
2/4/2018 12:07:15 pm

Thanks, Norah. Yes, as well as being the first novel for ages that actually made me cry, Every Note Played is very sophisticated in its exploration of following dreams. Richard has sacrificed his relationship with his daughter, and to a lesser extent with his wife, for his career. Karina, while genuinely held back by marriage and motherhood, has allowed fear of failure and the pleasure of holding a grudge against someone undoubtedly more selfish, to keep her stuck.

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Charli Mills
3/4/2018 01:21:09 am

Not an easy choice to make, mind or body. To some extent both diminish. I wonder if it's easier to be aware of the loss or to not comprehend it? With the Hub's memory tests looming later this week, I can't help but think we'll get "good news." It must be the mind's way to cope. I'm interested to read both books as they seem profound in their handling heavy topics. I appreciate your flash giving us a deeper insight to the experience of a pianist's fingers giving way to spasms over the swiftness of talent and skill.

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Annecdotist
3/4/2018 09:45:45 am

Yes, mind and body are not so separate in either good times or bad. I’m hoping you get your good news.

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