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Anne Goodwin’s drive to understand what makes people tick led to a career in clinical psychology. That same curiosity now powers her fiction.
A prize-winning short-story writer, she has published three novels and a short story collection with small independent press, Inspired Quill. Her debut novel, Sugar and Snails, was shortlisted for the 2016 Polari First Book Prize.
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Otherwise forgotten: The Girl Behind the Gates & Stephen from the Inside Out

5/9/2021

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I’m sharing my reflections on two books I read recently, which I enjoyed despite not being my usual reads. I bought them because they relate to my interest in mental health issues, but there must have been more than that. Both are based on true stories - the second is actually creative non-fiction - about the author’s friendship with someone who has a psychiatric diagnosis and has been subjected to a care system that is often uncaring. Like my latest novel, Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home, they celebrate marginalised lives.

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The Girl Behind the Gates by Brenda Davies

Its 1939, but it’s not the Second World War that’s about to turn seventeen-year-old Nora’s life upside down. A talented singer and pianist, from a comfortable middle-class background, she’s still a schoolgirl when her parents discover she’s pregnant. Her father summons the priest and the doctor, who arrive with another man Nora doesn’t know. It turns out he’s the superintendent of the local asylum; in a matter of hours, Nora’s been admitted, diagnosed as a moral defective under the Mental Deficiency Act of 1913.

After four decades of incarceration in a regime riddled with cruelty and neglect, Nora is severely institutionalised, timid and withdrawn. But Janet, a new psychiatrist, takes an interest in her case and, little by little, manages to draw her out. Yet, with the potential for a new life outside the hospital, the future might be as scary as the past.

Despite the (to me) unappealing cover and title - for most of the novel, Nora is more than a girl - the parallels with my own recently published novel drove me to give it a go. I’m glad I did, especially as I admired the author’s unflinching depiction of the inhumanity of mid-twentieth-century asylum culture, even as it was painful to read.

It’s a fictionalised account of the author’s relationship with a long-stay patient she was able to rescue and who wanted her story to be told. Interestingly, we may have overlapped, as, in the book’s acknowledgements, she names a psychiatrist I certainly remember from my workplace.

Click on the image to learn more about my novel about a woman admitted to a long-stay hospital in the same year as Nora, after giving birth to an ‘illegitimate’ child. But I only hint at the nastier aspects of her incarceration when the novel begins in 1989.


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Stephen from the Inside Out by Susie Stead

Susie is a vicar’s wife on a do-gooding mission when she approaches Stephen at a mental-health drop-in centre in 2000. Neither of them could have anticipated the bond that would develop and endure until his death in 2018. When, two years into their unusual friendship, Stephen tells Susie his life has been a complete waste of time, a seed of protest takes root in her. This book is the result.

Stephen’s childhood seems a recipe for insecure attachment, with an emotionally distant mother who recognises his intelligence while finding him so disturbing she takes him to a psychiatrist at the age of three. As an adult, he loses his only paid job, as a road sweeper, after a couple of weeks. He receives diagnoses of autism and schizophrenia, and is detained in hospital for two decades before eventually acquiring his own flat. In between, he writes poetry, gets married, enjoys classical music and makes friends.

In between sharing Stephen’s story, Susie notes the similarities and differences with her own. As Stephen battles with his dependence on a seriously flawed mental-health system, Susie grapples with her membership of another imperfect institution: the Anglican church.


With my preference for fiction, I was never going to love this book, but I did enjoy it. I deeply admired her patience in dealing with Stephen’s constant and sometimes contradictory demands, as well as her honesty regarding her feelings of frustration and inability to live up to her Christian ideals. But their relationship can’t be polarised as one between carer and cared-for. In that, it reminds me of another book about a friendship in which one person is identified as mentally ill. (Click on the image for my review of Martin Baker’s book.)

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Now, let me tell you ...
Why I didn’t make it to the party

“Sorry, can’t let you in.” The bouncer thrust the invitation at her.
Anne checked it over: right date; right nightclub. “You’re joking!”
The bouncer flexed his muscles. “Your outfit contravenes the dress code.”
“What?” Anne knew she looked good tonight, even if she didn’t always, in her faux-silk trousers and high-collared blouse.
“The slippers.”
“What’s wrong with them?” What was wrong with him? If only the embroidered dragons on her pink satin shoes could breathe real fire.
“Let’s go!” Hari took her hand.
Anne’s cheeks roasted. It wasn’t her footwear that caused offence. It was her boyfriend’s brown skin.


This tragic tale was just one of my associations to this week’s flash fiction challenge and it’s very closely based on a real-life event. At twenty-one, I was a little older than kids dressing up for their prom, but I’m glad it that ordeal didn’t cross the Atlantic until well after I’d finished school. I love my American friends, but I don’t love how you’ve infected us with your traditions, especially one involving clothes fascism and ridiculous expense.

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So half-hearted apologies that neither of my responses exactly fits the prompt “not everyone fits a prom dress”. I guess not everyone fits thinking about not fitting a prom dress, although Charli’s introduction, featuring a lovely jolly song from a non-binary performer, does seem like an invitation to Diana. However, having dumped my own sartorial angst on her, I’m sharing instead a reading from a moment in which she felt joy in what she was wearing:

I’ve chosen to write my 99-word story about Matty, to chime with these two reviews. Leaving school at thirteen, she never had a prom either, but she did have a special polka-dot dress.

Red and white dress

The bodice crushed my bosoms. Which would burst first, the seams of my dress or me? But I refused to wear that ugly smock for my homecoming. They could keep it for some other unfortunate girl.
Through the taxi window, nothing looked familiar. As we stopped at a palatial building, Sister Bernadette began to pray.
“Am I to go into service?”
A man descended the stone steps to meet us, his gaze on my breasts. I hoped he’d mistake the leakage for a white spot in the pattern of my dress.
“Welcome to Ghyllside.”
The asylum? I’d been tricked.

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D. Avery link
5/9/2021 10:40:32 pm

Your flashes work just fine. Whether a dress or skin tone it’s a damn shame that some folks think they get to decide what “fits in” and what doesn’t. This was a tough prompt, in my opinion. (Guess what? I am not a fashionable person, I despise dressing up) I gave myself permission to not respond. Then I got something. Anyway yikes, that first book rang familiar. But despite some parallels there’s no voice like Mattie’s voice. How incredibly tragic that “moral defective” ticket to a place that will drive you crazy. Some might find the girl in my flash this week morally defective for walking away from the outcomes of her teen pregnancy.

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Anne Goodwin
7/9/2021 01:35:56 pm

Thanks for that. Over the decades I've acquired enough outfits that fit how I want to present myself and some real or imagined external criteria. But I think I was most comfortable in my student days, and probably more sartorially creative. I agree, a tough prompt. Looking forward to reading your 99-word story.

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Charli Mills
6/9/2021 05:33:08 am

Where you surprised to find "The Girl Behind the Gates"? I came across a Netflix series about a relationship between a career woman and a struggling veteran after I completed MOD and had an eerie sense of a shared muse. But it turns out much different. It boggles my mind that women were left behind in asylums for decades because of pregnancy out of wedlock. Your two flash coincide with creative non-fiction and fiction of your book reviews this week. The excuses don't hide the racism, do they? It's scary to think of the power that held women and people of color or different orientations captive when it wasn't that long ago and now, in Texas, we are going backward to incarcerate women again, robbing us of reproductive rights. Where are the men in these stories? Why weren't they punished? We continue to fight the injustice, and literary art keeps the topics in the open.

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Anne Goodwin
7/9/2021 01:45:31 pm

I wasn't so surprised as there are a couple of other novels that predate mine about a character in a similar situation, but addressed differently. I was particularly pleased to find this one as, being a psychiatrist, the author had insider knowledge (and filled in some of the gaps for me between Matty's admission and the start of my novel at the end of the 1980s). I also found it reassuring as, researching for articles and talks, I'd come across a couple of fairly authoritative posts – one from a psychiatrist, another from an archivist – claiming it was all a myth. And I've had mixed results on asking former colleagues.

What's happened in Texas is very scary. Let's hope other states don't follow suit.

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Ellen Best link
9/9/2021 08:50:51 am

I liked them both for different reasons though the second one made me weep for the girls still carrying the burden of a sometimes innocent moment.

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Anne Goodwin
9/9/2021 06:54:05 pm

Thanks, Ellen ... and sometimes that moment wasn't that girl's choice.

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Colleen Chesebro link
9/9/2021 05:55:19 pm

I knew it was Matty! Just as I suspected... they hustled her off to the school for unwed mothers! That Step-father was a beast! Brilliant flash, Anne. I loved the emotions you showed in so few words. <3

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Anne Goodwin
9/9/2021 06:54:52 pm

Thanks, Colleen. I just can't let her go!

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Norah Colvin
16/9/2021 10:38:19 am

Interesting books to review, Anne, and certainly some parallels with the first to Matty's story. I enjoyed both of your own little stories and the excerpt from Diana's is unforgettable. Matty's situation and deception is appalling. I just want to hold the system up by it shoulders and shake it until all the rocks fall out. We could do a lot better for our people.

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Anne Goodwin
17/9/2021 10:02:31 am

We could and we should do a lot better but, all too often, greed seems to get in the way of caring for the most vulnerable.

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