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Anne Goodwin’s drive to understand what makes people tick led to a career in clinical psychology. That same curiosity now powers her fiction.
A prize-winning short-story writer, she has published three novels and a short story collection with small independent press, Inspired Quill. Her debut novel, Sugar and Snails, was shortlisted for the 2016 Polari First Book Prize.
Away from her desk, Anne guides book-loving walkers through the Derbyshire landscape that inspired Charlotte Brontë’s Jane Eyre.
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Seeking sanctuary in strange places: Dolores & I Never Promised You a Rose Garden

27/12/2019

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In these two novels, a teenage girl needs a safe place to retreat from the world, but the sanctuary she’s chosen won’t easily let her go. In the first, a convent provides shelter to a girl fearful of the consequences of an unplanned pregnancy; in the second, a psychiatric hospital offers a welcome respite from the strain of appearing sane. It’s pure coincidence that the main characters’ names – Dolores and Deborah – begin with the same letter and that both remind me of my forthcoming novel, Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home.


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Dolores by Lauren Aimee Curtis

Dolores isn’t called Dolores when she arrives at the convent halfway up the mountain. It’s the name given to her by the nuns. We never learn her real name, or the faraway country she came from, or even where she is now, except that she’s travelled by overnight trains from Seville. But we do discover the predicament that drove her to seek sanctuary among the religious women and the sensual pleasure that led to her disgrace.
 
The nuns are kindly, within the confines of the regime of work, fasting and prayer. It’s not ideal for a pregnant teenager but the nuns can’t see, and Dolores doesn’t tell them, what’s growing beneath her baggy robe. As she adapts to the daily rhythms, they hope she’ll take her vows. The convent needs new members, particularly young ones, and the bishop – predictably lascivious – seems to agree.
 
I enjoyed this simply-told story of a girl’s sexual awakening and the lonely burden of its consequences, but it seemed more like a long short story than a novel or novella. I’m not sure how much my reading experience was tainted by a linguistic error – “slither of light” instead of sliver – that might be forgiven if encountered in a self-published book by an author who couldn’t afford a proof-reader but not when it crops up twice in a short book that must have been scrutinised many times before reaching the shelves.
 
Thanks to publishers Weidenfeld & Nicolson for my review copy.
 
Follow this link for more on fictional nuns and how they feature in my forthcoming novel, Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home, about a brother and sister separated for fifty years against the backdrop of the longstay psychiatric hospital closures.



You’ll find a teenager discovering her sexuality and oppressed mediaeval nuns (but not together) in my short story collection, Becoming Someone.  Here I am reading the openings of “The Invention of Harmony”. 


I Never Promised You a Rose Garden by Joanne Greenberg

In 1948, Jacob and Esther Blau leave their sixteen-year-old daughter at a mental hospital a long way from home. For years, they’ve persuaded themselves that Deborah would shed her childhood awkwardness and blossom into a normal teenager, but the half-cup of blood on the bathroom floor proved impossible to ignore. They hope the hospital will fix her; they never imagined her self-harm would escalate, and she’ll remain in that place for another three years.
 
But although the hospital has its share of horrors, this isn’t a story of psychiatric harm. For Deborah, the asylum is a refuge, a relief from the arduous effort of trying to pass. If she’s insane, she doesn’t have to hide her real self. She doesn’t have to protect her parents from disappointment anymore.
 
Before long, she’s up on D-ward, where the most disturbed and disturbing women reside. With little to do save indulge her sickness – no occupational therapy or meaningful engagement from the nursing staff – she might have languished there indefinitely, if it weren’t for sessions with a remarkably gifted and patient therapist, Dr Fried.
 
Instead of empty promises – the kooky title comes from one of her utterances – Dr Fried offers empathy, a respectful curiosity and hard work. Over time, Deborah guides her through the beautiful yet cruel alternative universe, with its hierarchies and alternative language reminiscent of a fantasy novel, which has served as a retreat from painful reality.
 
The favoured grandchild of an embittered Latvian immigrant to the USA, Deborah experienced inadvertent childhood neglect. Her parents yo-yoing between wealth and poverty, her mother was temporarily absent from the family following a (presumably traumatic) miscarriage when Deborah was too young to understand. Punished by a governess for urinary incontinence which turned out to be due to a tumour, she underwent painful surgery at the age of five while her mother was pregnant with her younger sister. As happens far too often, she was told the treatment wouldn’t hurt when it clearly did.
 
Three years of antisemitism at summer camp hardened her defences: a flippancy and a mask of hostility that kept others at a distance. No wonder that, despite her mother’s efforts, the social side of high school proved a terrible ordeal.
 
While Deborah is extremely lucky in her therapist, Dr Fried is also blessed in her patient’s tolerance and trust. I’m afraid I’m more judgemental in my reviews of fictional therapists, even of one as venerable as Dr Fried. I have to overlook her smoking through the sessions, which would have been the norm back then, but taking phone calls, however urgent, is disrespectful and interrupts the flow. She also fails to prepare Deborah well enough for an extended summer break, abandoning her to a less talented therapist’s ‘icy logic’.
 
The ward regime is also icy. A flimsy veil of professionalism protects the staff from their fear and hatred of the patients and their illnesses, but their own disturbance dismantles the boundary between sanity and madness from time to time. When one nurse repeatedly (and probably unconsciously) provokes outbreaks of violence (and later commits suicide) and another slaps a patient around the head when she is immobilised in a ‘pack’, the patient group expresses a deeper understanding of the difficult dynamics than the supposedly expert staff. Fortunately, a few of the nurses are sufficiently at ease with their own vulnerability to show a little kindness and concern. From my own observations of inpatient settings almost half a century later, I found this insightful and remarkably well portrayed.
 
Another more intentional version of iciness in the hospital was completely new to me. Although patients were routinely medicated, especially at night, Deborah’s admission predates the revolution in the pharmacological treatment of schizophrenia of the early 1950s. Prior to the introduction of chlorpromazine, there were wacky treatments aplenty; when the patients on Deborah’s ward were observed to be unsettled, they were tightly packed in cold wet sheets and left for hours fastened to their beds. While it reads as a form of torture, patients did themselves request it; whether that derives from a masochistic desire for punishment or from a sense of containment, however distorted, from the bindings, I don’t know.
 
But I take the author’s word for it because this is semiautobiographical fiction and accomplished author Joanne Greenberg is Deborah Blau grown-up. Dr Fried is the famous analyst Frieda Fromm-Reichmann who, along with others, promulgated the view that psychotic illness could be understood as an adaptation to adverse experience and is therefore amenable to therapy. This, unfortunately in my opinion, remains a controversial perspective, although her case was probably not helped by her unfortunate term schizophrenogenic mother.

First published in 1964 under a pseudonym to safeguard her family’s privacy, my copy, published by St Martin’s Press, contains a helpful 2009 afterword from the author. I ordered it on the recommendation of another author but, judging by its cover – and I don’t care much for the title either, unfortunately - didn’t expect it to be my kind of book.
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But the writing appealed from the first page and I am full of admiration for the author’s transformation of a traumatic adolescence into such an engaging novel. Not only does she bring the confusion of psychosis alive, but shows such compassion for everyone caught in its slipstream, not only Deborah and the other patients, but her well-meaning but harmful family and the clumsily unenlightened ward staff. Plus one of the most credible, and helpful, fictional therapists I’ve ever met. If you’re interested in psychiatry and/or psychotherapy, get yourself a copy now!

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Click on the image to the left for my review of another semiautobiographical novel about a life-saving therapy, this one set in more recent times.




 
Mental health is a theme in all three of my published books, as I explain in this video:




Do let me know what you think about any aspect of this post!


It wasn’t too difficult to find my subject for this week’s flash fiction challenge – although you’ll see I’ve used the theme of rose garden a little differently to how it comes across in the therapy portrayed in the novel. The prompt is by design.

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Roses come with vicious thorns


Yr was a place of peace and beauty, and Deborah was its queen. Its stone walls blocked all sound and sight of bullies; its blue skies neutralised all pain. Each time she left – to see her family, do her schoolwork – her heart clenched.

By design, Yr was a rose garden, but roses come with vicious thorns. They tore her skin and, when she struggled, they scourged her flesh to bone. Yr’s people cackled, they screamed and shouted, refused to let her go. When she wept, they laughed. Her retreat became a place of persecution; its queen became its slave.

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Charli Mills
28/12/2019 04:43:47 am

Anne, I think this is the first time I've heard such a resounding review for a fictional therapist. When I went to look at the book before I came to read your post, I was also put off by the cover. Your review is compelling though. And I Nev er Promised You a Rose Garden pairs well with Dolores along the theme of sanctuary. You continue to unravel that theme in your own flash -- what was, by design, a place to escape has become a prison.

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Anne Goodwin
28/12/2019 05:08:24 pm

She’s not the first helpful therapist I’ve encountered in fiction, but she could well be the most heroic. And should be compulsive reading for any writer who thinks therapy is just a supportive conversation. And although I normally avoid memoir and autobiographical fiction, I find it quite moving that the girl who was on the receiving end of this therapy became an extremely successful author, and is still alive. I still cringe at the smoking, however. But when you see photos of analysts of that era, they all have a cigarette in their hand.

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Norah Colvin
31/12/2019 06:34:16 am

Hi Anne,
I enjoyed your reviews and think I would find both books interesting. I, too, would have been put off by the title and cover of Rose Garden but am particularly interested now knowing that it is semi-autobiographical. I find your version with updated notes by the author particularly appealing. My current audiobook is set in my (almost) local area in the 80s - in suburbs where I taught at the time. The protagonist (author) is about the same age as my son was then, so I'm finding it interesting on many levels.
I enjoyed your flash but wondered about Yr. (I think I'm suffering fuzzy brain at the moment so couldn't jump to any conclusion). I'm so looking forward to reading Matilda and can't wait until I have a copy in my hot little hands.
I apologise for not being around more often in the past few weeks. I've obviously had other distractions. I wanted to be sure to pop in and wish you wonderful things in 2020 with lots of opportunities to break out the drink of your choice. :)
See you in the new year!

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Anne Goodwin
31/12/2019 03:14:04 pm

Thanks for making the time to drop by, Norah, and hope you’ve been able to enjoy some family time.
I’m not sure I completely got Yr either, and I’ve read the book! But basically it’s a fantastical realm which began as her safe space became menacing.
Must be interesting listening to talk about your local area – I imagine there are connections and then other aspects that don’t seem right. At least that’s my fantasy about setting a book in real place. But I’ve done that with all my novels …
As I write, I believe it’s already 2020 in Australia. Hope yours is a good one and most of all you’re able to stay safe and find a cool spot away from scorching sun and fires. We watch the TV footage in horror!

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Olga Núñez Miret link
31/12/2019 07:41:00 pm

Thanks for contacting me on Twitter and recommending me I Never Promised you a Rose Garden. Actually, both novels sound interesting, although I've read a few with a similar premise to Dolores, and I do prefer longer stories when it comes to fiction. Happy new year!

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Anne Goodwin
2/1/2020 05:30:13 pm

Thanks for checking it out, Olga, and happy New Year. Although the novel was recommended to me by someone in the UK I think it’s well known in the US where a lot of people seem to have studied it at school.

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